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Aug. 23rd, 2011


Will we be given more chances to see Ramadhan again...?

Nov. 13th, 2010


Wa Layalin 3ashyr


Autumn in Bucharest, Romania

 It's an autumn-going winter here in the north hemisphere. Including Cairo. It's getting colder at daytime. Everybody starts to wear their sweater when going campus. Duvet also may be seen on bed.

skyblue syiar

Eid is nearing. This Tueday, 10 Zulhijjah. 3arafah Day is on Monday. Muslims are encouraged to fast on these early 10 days from Zulhijjah.
Yalla bena, soumu ma3a ba3d~ Grab the ajr-filled 10 days. Let's continue our 3amal.
This is my final academic year here in Cairo University. Well i'm taking extra class to cover my silibus in university. It's tiring. Really. Seriously.
Sometimes it's made me reminiscing what I've done for the previous 6 years. Is it worth or not? And of course, I've started to lose my focus, the real intention why I'm choosing to come here. ya Rabb, please don't let me forget all those determination I've once had.
I've once heard that the most successful people is the one that have the clearest goal..

Kullu sanah wa entu toyyibin! Wishing all muslims around the world eid saeid~
Pengorbanan manifestasi perhambaan


Aug. 22nd, 2010


The Scientist

Runnin' in circles
Comin' up tails
Heads on a science apart

Nobody said it was easy
It's such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it will be this hard
Oh take me back to the start

I was just guessing
numbers and figures
Pulling the puzzles apart.

Question of science
Science and progress
Do not speak as louder as my heart.

Runnin' in circles
Chasin' our tails
Comin' back as we are

"The Science of Love"


Jun. 9th, 2010


It's smokin'!

Quick update about me~


Rite now in Fifth year Final exam season. Pray for me~ [uhuk2] this Sunday and Monday  [13th and 14th June] - obstetric and gynaecology paper. 250marks
Studying non stop 24/7 until smoke comes out from my ear. ehehe. It's exhausting. ya Rabb, Ur help are indeed needed!
Mumtaz!! insyaAllah



May. 23rd, 2010



THESE are the love of my life!!!!


CHOCOLATE!! (cake)

eye-candy for the hungry....



May. 21st, 2010



Salam everybody~

A sPecial entry for our father. This thursday, May 27th is his 51st birthday [what??!!]

after the rain
all-green-coloured-letters specially made for this entry because it's my father favourite colour

This hencem man is our father. ahaha. Sanah helwa~

                        deliciousss chocolate cake from egypt.ehe.
                 [even though, i know that u don't like sweet thing]

Continuing my du'aa to Allah
*YaRabb plz keep Ur barakah upon our beloved father. May Allah bless u always*

study....zzzzzz.... bubuy~

May. 18th, 2010



Wana, how are you? What have u done to spend ur free tym?

Aigoo.. Today at school, we're waited for 2 hours for the prof that suppose to give us lecture today. Some of the Palestinian boys, Su3ad The Yamani gave up in the middle way. I know this is way too much. Isn't it a common sense to do what you already said. When you stated that class will be 9am-11am, I just can't understand most of people [the egyptians actually] will 1-1.5 hour late. You're using other people's precious tym. It's quite dissappointing because the most important thing is, You're a Muslim! haih~ [better to end my khutbah today]
It's a relief that the 2-hours-wait paid off. Prof Majed lectured Malpresentation in such an excellence way. I'm just very impressed with my egyptians doctors. Most of them are very genius [3abqariyy in arabic]. The maneuvre he showed make me understand easier. Alhmdulillah! everybody plz make du'aa for me. the xms are juz a round the corner. Himnae! Syidda Hilayya!

I want to be hardworking juz like Seohyunnie!                    
want to be hardworking just like seohyunn~
Bonus fan service to SNSD's + Sweet Potato couple's fan
like me. ahaha

This morning, I got an SMS from my mum saying she was very sad that my grandmother said recently she likes to sleep. You know juz like my late great grandfather, Atuk Aliman, before he passed away, he spent  most of his time sleeping too.So sad, so sad, it's a sad sad situation.. I pray to Allah so that my beloved grandmother lives longer so that her family can keep berbakti to her.

I love u, nenek!

Sorry for the picture. can't find a better one.hehe. we love u nenek!!

neway, CN Blue has came with their 2nd mini album - LOVE LIGHT. Super Junior also has made a recent comeback with their BONAMANA-The fourth album. Buya! EunHyuk with his one-sided transverse scar at his right eye. haha juz like a clown

OK. enuf for today. plz pray n make du'aa for me for the upcoming final exam.
O&G + Paediatric.
Allahumma la sahla illa ma ja3altahu sahla, wa anta taj3al el-hazna iza syi'ta sahla


Apr. 24th, 2010


It's A Life Of Test

hi there~ yahoo! tomorrow will be holiday for me. because of SINAI Independence Day. april 25th.
yosh! I need to study and finish my reading. Ok, don't forget to tahdiir 4 my qiraat  class.

Well, juz want to share a story. yesterday, i've met one of my junior. She told me about her mother's latest condition.
Rite now, her mother is getting chemotherapy from HUKM because of lymphoma. the diagnosis was made nearly 6 years ago.
for the previous years, she already faced many treatments including chemotherapy and stem cell transplantations.

the thing is, her story is exactly like what my family and I have faced when Lin was warded in Bone Marrow Transplant [BMT] Unit, HKL
Side effects of chemotherapy on her mother, how her mother started to lose appetite, to lose hair. it's a relief to hear that her mother's condition is getting better.

I still remember when Lin cried one night when I called her during solat hajat program at our school attending as an alumnus. Meeting Lin's friends was such a happy event. hm, I should give them chances to hear Lin's voice. After talking to my mother that accompanied her in BMT unit, i chose the loud speaker option and passed the phone to them. Already absent for 3 months, her classmates kept saying how they missed Lin so much. Asking for her health condition, Lin with her weak voice, answered "Jangan risau.. ana OK je," [don't worry, i'm OK] .. ALLAH Knows how OK she was.. I could see the tears in their eyes.
While Lin.. kept asking how's study <benkyou> at school. did u guys finish that topic yet? suddenly her voice <koe> changed. Ya rabb,  I nearly burst into tears because I tried so hard not to cry in front of my beloved juniors. I'd impressed with her courage <yuuki> to study. even though all the hardships she suffered., she still didnt lose hope <kibou>. My mother always tell me, during her days in hospital, Lin kept saying that she want to study so much with her friends at school.
she was such a hardworking student. Love to make notes and decorate them with her manga-look drawings. she tried very hard even though her body is weak. we love Lin so much.., but there's somebody that loves Lin more.

ok. change the mood. hee
find a very nice song. made me reflect how to live my life.check this out~

Brothers - It's A Life Of Test

Hey Brother
Won't You Listen To Me
You're My Brother So Listen Carefully

This Life That We're Living
Wasn't Made For Nothing
Life Is A Test From Allah Almighty

There Are Many Times
When Allah Will Test You
To See If You Will Obey Or Betray

This Life Is A Life Of Test
Need Patience For Success
So Is Your Iman Strong Enough
Or Would You Fail Just Like The Rest

Obey For Allah's Love
Betray Be Sorry For Yourself
When You're Standing Helpless There
In Front Allah The Almighty

Life Is A Life Of Test...Believe It
You Must Strengthen Your Faith...Hey Brother
And Don't You Fail Like Others

Hey Brother
What's There For You To Say
It's Up To You If You Want To Believe Me

Allah Created Us
Give Us Everything
So Be Greatful And Don't Betray

Laugh At Me If You Wish
Say I'm Crazy If You Want
You'll Bite You Your Fingers One day
When You Find Out The Truth

Believe Me Or Do Not
It's A Change For You To Choose
Just Don't You Cry One Day
When It's Already Too Late

You Would Be Sorry
If You Choose To Betray
There Is No One There To Help You

If You'd Follow Allah's Way
You'd Be Safe In Paradise
If You'd Listen To Me
I Could Lay My Mind To Rest

You'd Then Be Happy
There Is No Need To Worry
You Would Live Forever Happy

You Would Be Happy
If You Just Follow Allah's Way
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Apr. 16th, 2010


Kicking Off

I have an announcement to make.
After considering few reasons.. I decided to share this LJ account with my sis <hanae_kazuki>.. Since she rarely updated this LJ. So, plz expecting me posting entries regularly afterwards, okiez~
Well I do afraid this journal will be neglected. Especially when Lectures+materials needed to be study increase. Aside this is one of method to connect to wana. and know what's lingering in her mind

So everybody, each tym u see an entry with the hanabira <fireworks> avatar, means miss Fye D. Flowright is the author.. yoroshiku onegaishimasu~

Intention to change my vicious cycle is started with a small tiny step, but intention isn't enuf ...it must come with action; bravery to voice up my opinions and stand firm on my own words are indeed needed. The first step in the hardest! but when u overcome it, u'll fly like a bird.

This man has started his 1st step.. because all he left was
leg prints..

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